How Do I Deal With A Sudden Death?

In this episode Dr. Betters answers the question, "My 21 year old son passed away while at college baseball practice. His heart just stopped. There were no symptoms and no history. He was healthy and was not a drinker or drug abuser. He was a wonderful son. He was my best friend. I’m so heartbroken. I don’t want to live. Will I be forgiven if I take my life even though I am in torment everyday and can't go on with life?"