All I See In Me Is Sin… How Do I Break Free?

In this episode Dr. Betters answers the question, "Hi Dr. Betters, I stumbled across your youtube channel while searching for more answers and insight into God, Jesus, and myself through fellow brothers and sisters of God. As I grew into my teen years I noticed a change in myself, I was developing habits, lying, stealing, pornography, greed, manipulating, and other forms of sin. This trend continued into adulthood (I am now 26) and I continued into these sins and actually started developing new sins into my life such as boasting, cursing, judging others, being mean, hurting others physically/mentally, pride etc.. I was still attending church on and off, but I noticed something was wrong with me. I hate the sins I committed so much and all I want is to change and serve God again, the way I always should of and put him first in my life always. I know through our trust in Christ that my sins are forgiven (past, present, and future,) and that "no sin is too great to be forgiven". My question is, how can I have a calm mind, with the above verses always putting fear into my life?"