The Struggle of Sin

In this episode Dr. Betters answers the question, "I'm 44 and a widow of a pastor. He passed when I was only 35... I became a single mom instantly. I spent the first 3 years healing. Then, I thought that God would bring me a spouse. I wasted nearly 5 years waiting. I wish I had not waited and hoped for one. When I saw how wayward the men of God had become I no longer wanted one. You would not believe how many " Godly men" did not believe in no sex before marriage. IT’S TERRIBLE. When the only difference between a worldly man and a christian man is one shows up for church!! That’s when you know it’s all a farse... After much heartbreak and reality I realized not only did I waste my time in waiting and praying but many years of broken dreams. Finally I let it go... I had more than one night of crying, but I began to heal. Sometimes it’s best to let go, have those feelings of anger, disappointment, honesty with God and begin the healing process and move on."